One of the things I dislike about this whole working world is that the superficiality of relationships.
I know some can be trust and some not.
Sometimes it is kinda irking to realise that the genuine smile of yesterday,or at least you think it is, isnt here today.
Why can't everyone take it easy and work amiably all the time?

Is it that difficult? And of cos I hate to think that those who were more senior in ranks/years are the only ones that reserves the right to display their moods, and not us?

Like again, what the fuck?

Of cos' I think or I wish that things would be a-okay tomorrow.
Nope, dont worry.
Nothing bad. I didn't do anything wrong.

I realised that I sweared here more than I did in real life. Not that I dont dare but sometimes we gotta watch our tongues.

And it just resulted in the end that working just takes the toll on me.

The shoulders feeling darn heavy and I guess that's part of it why I couldnt enjoy anything more than I should, like Life.